I found out tat I've waste too much of time doing wat i don like to do n forcing my self to do it..
n ended up learn nothing n get nothing..
i always ask my self
is this wat i wan?
is it fine to do wat i wan to do?
can i do it?
will i lost something if i do it?
will ppl hate me if i do it?
i ask my self again n again n again n again......
but still... choose to not doing it.. WTH!!!
this is wat i really hate my self..
i only think bout it but not even start doing it... coz i've strong pride on my own self..
im so care bout how will ppl look at me..
but now..
after some incidents happen around me..
especially a friend of mine just pass away last few months..
n a friend of my friend (means my friend's friend or friend punya friend or kawan punya kawan) also just past away last month..
this realize me life is unpredictable...
we don know when we will "go"
but "go" or "not go" it doesn't matter..
the main thing how much we've done before we "go"
i start to realize tat i cant just keep on "dreaming"...
i shouldn't care bout how other ppl look at me..
it just wasting my time..
the main thing is "im so freaking clear bout wat im doing"
even though i fail.. SO WHAT??
fail is just a part on our journey of life...
i still remember wat my ex tuition teacher told me..
she said:"9 out of 10 ppl will fail when they start their business, but if this 9 ppl stand up n fight for their business again, one day they will also success."
i told my self.. i don care how ppl look at me..
just make sure tat i know wat am i doing ...
if fail.. stand up again n keep fighting...
