Life is short...

I found out tat I've waste too much of time doing wat i don like to do n forcing my self to do it..

n ended up learn nothing n get nothing..

i always ask my self

is this wat i wan?

is it fine to do wat i wan to do?

can i do it?

will i lost something if i do it?

will ppl hate me if i do it?

i ask my self again n again n again n again......

but still... choose to not doing it.. WTH!!!

this is wat i really hate my self..

i only think bout it but not even start doing it... coz i've strong pride on my own self..

im so care bout how will ppl look at me..

but now..

after some incidents happen around me..

especially a friend of mine just pass away last few months..

n a friend of my friend (means my friend's friend or friend punya friend or kawan punya kawan) also just past away last month..

this realize me life is unpredictable...

we don know when we will "go"

but "go" or "not go" it doesn't matter..

the main thing how much we've done before we "go"

i start to realize tat i cant just keep on "dreaming"...

i shouldn't care bout how other ppl look at me..

it just wasting my time..

the main thing is "im so freaking clear bout wat im doing"

even though i fail.. SO WHAT??

fail is just a part on our journey of life...

i still remember wat my ex tuition teacher told me..

she said:"9 out of 10 ppl will fail when they start their business, but if this 9 ppl stand up n fight for their business again, one day they will also success."

i told my self.. i don care how ppl look at me..

just make sure tat i know wat am i doing ...

if fail.. stand up again n keep fighting...

What Happen To Me?????

OMG!! what am i doing???

why am i thinking too much???

why cant i just do what i want to do n say what i wan to say to her????

is already been 9 years...

still the same....

9 years b4 when i 1st saw her n 9 years after still the same feeling...

why ???

why her????

she's the only girl make me become like this....

i have no idea why is her???

just FEEL...

Decemder 21, 2012 and the Bible

December 21, 2012..

The Bible says thats the day the world ends on 2012

The Mayan Calender (very accurate..) says thats the exact day the world will end.. the calender stops at that date

The Egyptians did too.

Everything says that the world will end on that date..

What do you think?

Will it happen or it's just another fake?

Eventhough im not a Christian but i do believe in Bible after so many incident happen in this world that priddicted in the Bible since thousand years ago... such as:

• 911 incident
• Sadam Hussien's death
• 1981-HIV
• 2002-SARS
• 2004-Indian Ocean Tsunami
• Possible from TV and internet since 1991
• Possible from 1977. Satellite TV allows live observation of events
• 2004 Microchip which can be implanted
• Jews exiled to all the kingdoms of the earth. (that's why manny well known, rich, n super smart people in this world r Jewist, such as: Bill Gates. Eventhough the US government r strongly control by Jewist.)
• Return of Jews to Israel.
• AND MANNY MANNY MORE....

If year 2012 is really the year that god gonna say bye bye to our earth..

means we left not much time to live in this world...

So, start from now pls appreciate ur love 1

If we appreciate our love 1 every moment untill the end of the day

then "the end of the day aint the end of the day for us"

coz we have done what we should done...

The DRUNK night!!!

Yesterday 1 of my college classmate, Zheng Yi was celebrating his 20th birthday with me n few of my other college friends in his house..

This is the starting 1 hour during his birthday celebration..

then... CRAZY things happen

CAKE FIGHT!!

That nite after going back home i was SO DRUNK untill i was sleeping in my toilet...

ALL OF THIS IS BECAUSE OF THE BIRTHDAY BOY

ZHENG YI

He forced me to DRINK n DRINK n DRINK untill my mom also cant reconize me.. >.<.. hahah joking joking!!

all of us had cakes and cream on our whole body accept JOVY.. She's so lucky know how to hide from us... but next time she wont be so lucky anymore especially on 18 Feb next year.. WAKAKAKA!!

Oya.. thx a lot to MOLLY for explaining to my mom!! hehe!!

H1N1 making my holiday WORST!!!

As USUAL, my holiday is sooooo booooored....

but at least every holiday i will sure hang out with friends for movies,

I LOVE TO WATCH MOVIES IN CINEMA!!!

n i always hope to have a vacation with my friends

coz i never have ONCE!!

URRRGH!!!

On last semaster, my college classmates r planning to go to PULAU REDANG during the holidays (which means NOOOW!!)

At 1st it was a great plan for me to spend on my holidays

BUT....

....

H1N1 just SCREW my wonderful plan up!!!!!

my mom stop me going with my friends to Pulau Redang n stop me from going into cinema (coz cinema got high chances to get H1N1.. Damn It!!).... T_T

Now...

im just facebook-ing n facebook-ing at home.... *sigh*

Rest time... cam whore-ing

Next week final d!!!!!!

Damn worry lah...

Just finish reading my MIS subject (Computer: Microsoft Excel & Access)

i think sooo.... maybe will still forgot what i've study just now

so 2 days b4 final hv to read again....

Now rest time..

So..

..

haha.. cam whore

Sure u guys think im SOT d...

coz im really

STRESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bad news for all TVXQ fans including me.. T.T

Three members of Korea’s hottest pop group TVXQ /DBSK/Tohoshinki – Micky Yu-chun, Xiah Jun-su, and Hero Jae-joong – filed a legal action against its agency, SM Entertainment. The law firm representing the three members said that they signed 13-year exclusive contracts with SM Entertainment, which is essentially binding lifelong contracts. They also claimed that the profit distribution enforced on them by SM Entertainment is unfair (Kick SM's ASS).

The press release issued by the lawyers said that the group was subject to grueling schedule since their debut in 2004, shuttling between Japan, China and Korea with very little rest (OMG!!! SM got to be killing them). They can’t get out of this predicament, because they essentially belong to SM Entertainment for 13 years, 15 years if military services are included (no wonder korean star suicided cases keep on happening). The members were also given only 0.4 to 1% of total album sales (hell!! they work so hard to get this kind of return?? they r like not earning from every cd that been sold, they r like earning the sticker or plastic on the cd cover.. 0.4 to 1%???) . Before the contract revision in February, they were promised only 10 million won each if the previous album sold more than 500 thousand copies.

The fans of TVXQ have been in a state of panic ever since the news of a possible breakup made the headlines. Despite the provisional disposition to terminate the contracts, however, the remaining two members – U-Know Yun-ho and Max Chang-min – and the agency both said that the band would continue performing and it would not disband (HOPE SO!!!).